Well...hmmm.Aku rasa kosong..kosong...kosong (tribute to najwa latiff). Minggu ni rasa macam tak best je.. I don't know why. I found out my sumber inspirasi already have a girlfriend. So jealous of her. Then macam-macam fikiran jahat menerjah di kepalaku.Just like watak antagonis dalam drama dan filem. Aku rasa akulah perempuan jahat itu. Tiba-tiba aku rasa yang semua watak perempuan jahat tersebut bukanlah jahat seperti yang digambarkan. Dah lumrah bila lelaki yang disukai tiba-tiba menyukai perempuan lain, mestilah dia rasa jealous. Then macam-macam rancangan nak halang hubungan itu.Kan? Baik macam mana pun mesti ada rasa kecemburuan itu bertakhta di hati. Fuyoo..ayat. Hahaha.
Sebab tu kot rasa tak best. Sebab sumber inspirasi yang membuatkan hatiku berbunga riang, berbuih-buih, terbang di awangan dan sebagainya dah dimiliki. Hmm..sedih.
Ataupun something yang tak best akan berlaku pada diri aku? Aku ni dah la tak alert, tak teliti, clumsy, kelam-kalabut jee.Huh..really tired thinking of that.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Life.Man.
Recently, many good things happen to me. I mean, in my career. In love, not really.
The problem is I don't know how to manage it. I am shy. I can talk to him, but after that I got really nervous. I'm nervous when he was around. But when he' s not, I miss him. I always want to know what he is doing. I'm always take a look at him, silently from far. When he talk to another girl, I got jealous. When he talk to me, I am so happy, but then I act as usual. I didn't show what I felt deep inside. Did he feel the same thing as mine? I don't know. How I wish he did.
But then, in another world, I've met someone. I love to hang with him. I got really happy when he text me. We never talk about our personal, like where we are, what age, study or work, etc. I really didn't know anything about him. The same he didn't know much about me. We just talk the rubbish things. Just random. But we enjoy it really much. It helps me to forget my worries, my problems, and made my day. The surprise thing is sometime we almost did the same thing. For example, I listen to a song but then he listening to the same song. Another one is I just want to eat and then he told me he was hungry. So funny ha? Sometime I feel like to know him better but I think it's weird. Haha. We used to make jokes of each other, insult, condemned and so on.
I don't know my future yet but I hope I get the good man if I made it. The one who really love me and accept me the way I am.
The problem is I don't know how to manage it. I am shy. I can talk to him, but after that I got really nervous. I'm nervous when he was around. But when he' s not, I miss him. I always want to know what he is doing. I'm always take a look at him, silently from far. When he talk to another girl, I got jealous. When he talk to me, I am so happy, but then I act as usual. I didn't show what I felt deep inside. Did he feel the same thing as mine? I don't know. How I wish he did.
But then, in another world, I've met someone. I love to hang with him. I got really happy when he text me. We never talk about our personal, like where we are, what age, study or work, etc. I really didn't know anything about him. The same he didn't know much about me. We just talk the rubbish things. Just random. But we enjoy it really much. It helps me to forget my worries, my problems, and made my day. The surprise thing is sometime we almost did the same thing. For example, I listen to a song but then he listening to the same song. Another one is I just want to eat and then he told me he was hungry. So funny ha? Sometime I feel like to know him better but I think it's weird. Haha. We used to make jokes of each other, insult, condemned and so on.
I don't know my future yet but I hope I get the good man if I made it. The one who really love me and accept me the way I am.
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